Archive for April, 2009

Apr 28 2009

Remembering the House That Ruth Built

Published by Doug Veeder under Narcissism, Sports, Stories

This morning I rifled through my old emails and started to delete them when I came across an old one from my aunt after she attended the final game played at Yankee Stadium last September:

Dear Douglas,

Wanted to know your thoughts about the ’stadium’ closing? I went to the final game. It would have been better if this was October and the last game, but it was still a very special night. Unfortunately I was delusional to think that I was going to walk on the field. I got there early, but not early enough. So after three hours, and walking the whole stadium three times from top to bottom, and still on the top level I said ‘uncle’. Settled into my seat and just enjoyed the entire day/evening/night. It was great, talking to different people hearing their memories, and recanting my own. Here’s to the next chapter, and hopefully #27.

I was so involved in other projects at the time that I never had the opportunity to reply. But, in retrospect, I didn’t respond because I never had a chance to sit down and think about what the old Yankee Stadium had meant to me throughout the course of my life. I had been to so many games, spent so much of my life there and even when I moved away, I made the time and effort to take my children to Yankee Stadium annually to see a game.

Yankee Stadium was a special place. Whenever I handed the gate attendant my ticket and cascaded through the turnstiles, I was immediately overcome with an aura of magic and greatness that emanated throughout the skeleton of the building. As I walked through the inner sanctum of the hallways that connected the outside world to the majestic palace that Ruth built, I could feel the history of the stadium rise up and envelope me. It was hallowed ground.

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Apr 22 2009

Can’t Put My Finger On It

Published by Doug Veeder under Family, Friends, Stories

“Are you okay?” Stephanie asked as we sat around one night last month watching television.

“I’m fine, Steph. Really, I am. I think I’m just tired,” I said as I tried to avoid the conversation.

“No, it’s not, Sweetie. Something’s bothering you, I can feel it,” she said as she grabbed the remote and paused the TiVo. She could tell that something was on my mind and I knew she wasn’t going to let the conversation drop until we talked about it.

“I just have one of those feelings, Steph, and I can’t put my finger on what it is.”

“Really?” Stephanie asked concerned. Stephanie knew that at random times in my life I would get hit with this inexplicable feeling that normally led to bad news or to something bad happening. So my proclamation that ‘I had a feeling that I couldn’t explain’ was not something that Stephanie ever took lightly.

“It’s not one of those feelings, Stephanie, honest. It’s different this time,” and it was. This was the first time in my life that the weird pit in my stomach wasn’t my usual feeling of impending doom. It was atypical and that made it even more concerning to me.

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